Feeling very moody and depressed right now. In a couple more minutes, the Chinese New Year holiday will be over soon. So fast..Only a few weeks ago were we happily shopping for our new year clothings, shoes, accessories, etc and pah, the break's gonna be over very soon. Few weeks ago, everyone was so in the holiday mood, so happily counting down to the first day of cny. Now that it's gonna be over, everything seems so boring again. Four days pass so fast. Too fast. Chinese New Year is just over like that. Got to wait for a year before the next cny comes again. I dread the post cny period; I dread getting down to serious work; I dread assignments; I dread mugging; I dread exams; I dread SCHOOL. Why does time fly so fast, especially the happy, relaxed and carefree moments. Why is it that the happy moments are always so short? Why is it that they only come after a very very long and torturous wait? I don't feel like going to sleep now although I feel very tired because I don't want the day to end. Once I close my eyes and open them again, I will have to face the dreadfulness of life again. I don't want, really don't feel like it. How I wish I can run away, find a place, a hole or whatever and hide myself in there. Don't have to face anything, don't have to do anything. Argh, I am feeling so unwell now. Will time stop for me? Will tomorrow really be better?
