4 down, 2 more to go!!!
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left wif maths n phy papers nw..muz reli jiayou for da maths cuz da hr paper ytd was reli too er xin alrdy..nw can oni pray dat dey wil moderate til pple like da 3 of us whu nv su wun score too badly..cuz frm wat we observed ytd, qt a no. of pple were like half givin up, tryin 2 idle their time away, so obviously dey haf opted for su liao dat's so heck care bah..reli no confidence to score for tis paper lor, hope all goes well bah..
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i tink im reli beri suay recently..take ytd for instance bah, da weather was so fine when i was at hm lor but da moment i reached da void deck, preparin to walk to da train station it started pourin..juz when i reached da station, i realised i forgot to bring my sweater..wil freeze to death lor, those exam halls damn cold one lor n rainin summore..lucky managed to borrow frm shuwen whu juz so happen to b gg back hall frm hm dat time..she's my saviour man! lotsa thanks to her..heex...
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dere's tis chinese sayin dat means bad things when dey happen, wil follow one aft another..it's true..it was alrdy rainin when i woke up tis mornin, preparin 2 go sch..din slp well last nite cuz serious insomnia..i went to bed at ard 1.30am but oni managed to slp at ard 4am..juz cldnt close my eyes n no matter hw i force myself to slp, juz cldnt slp..so in d end oni gt 3hrs of slp..but surprisinly, i wasnt reli tired or shagged when i woke up..anw, back to da story..so on da way to src arh, my sandals de strap broke..juz my day lor, it was rainin den my feet gt dirtied by da muddly grass patch den dere were so mani pple takin dat path dat time, it was super malu havin to drag my sandals all da way 2 da exam hall lor nt to say into da hall..but thanx to my frens, dey managed to help mi borrow a pair of slippers frm sum1 stayin in da hall nearby..though da pair was super ultra big, at least better than nuthin mah..so wore it for da exams tryin 2 act as if nuthin has happen, hopin dat pple wun look at da bottom half of mi..slippers dun go well wif denim skirt u see..heex..
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dunno why so suay but hopefuli all da bad luck is gone nw..even huishi in da middle of da paper wil start to wonder hw cum im so suay tdy..but dere r always 2 sides to a thing la, at da beri least my sandals was spoilt in sch n nt on da train or bus etc n i see da greatness n wonders of frenship tdy!
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i haf 2 thank my frens alot for their efforts tdy..billions n millions n thousands n hundreds of thanks to them..deep inside i was reli beri touched seriously..lookin at da way dey helped mi contact their frens to find mi a pair of suitable footwear dat i wun xian qi; pei mi walk frm tis place to dat place, wait for tis n dat..reli beri grateful..even pple dat i dun reli noe like da guy whu lent mi his extra big-sized slippers, huilin n jeremy, dey were also offerin their help lor..so ya..it's always frm these lil tots n actions dat u see hw much others care for u..of cuz, on top of dat, i feel beri guilty also la cuz dey cld haf gone hm rite aft da paper but dey stayed on n helped mi, frm borrowin footwear to writin thankew note to takin out dat heart..thankew my frens! =) nxt time buy each of ur 1 canA de grass jelly drink k..it's da tot dat counts mah..heex.. =P
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lookin forward to post exam activites!!!
ytd was ah ma's 1st death anniversary..everyone was supposed to gather at ah ma's house, which has bec san jiu's hse nw, at 9am..so my mummy, bro n i met our ah yi n cousins earlier at da nearby coffee-shop for breakfast 1st..super angry wif dat coffee shop assistant..she was so super rude lor..i wish i could jump on her, scold da hell out of her n give her 2 or even 10 tight slaps..her attitude was so so so poor..my mummy ordered a set breakfast, which was supposed to consists of a cup of coffee, bread n eggs..den she served us oni da first 2 items..so my mummy of asked her why no eggs..den she said, " so u want eggs huh, ltr i get for u." den she was doin a calculation of da drinks bf den she actuali calculated da coffee bread eggs separately instead of as a set..so we were puzzled why mah cuz set bf supposed 2 haf those std items de mah..den she like so buay song expln 2 us da bread is hw much da eggs hw much etc etc la..i was beri angry she spoke to my mummy lidat lor cuz my mummy spoke to her in a nice way, hao sheng hao qi, n tis was wat she gave her..i felt so much like screamin at her den lor..so i reasoned wif her la..it's nt d issue of whether a set bf shld haf wat n wat nw, it's her attitude dat is pissin mi off lor..1st of all, she was nt reli anwserin our qn, secondly, her attitude..so wat, we cant ask izzit, so she tink she's so superior she can open a coffee shop herself no nd 2 cum serve pple drinks liao izzit..feel so much like stangling her lor..if u see her face n attitude, u'll surely b fumin one lor..early in da mornin gimmi dat kinda face..forget abt da unhappi things..anw aft da bf, we went 2 ah ma's hse den as usual, we were da earliest..so we sat dere n started foldin yuan baos..oni mi xia hua n ting noe hw 2 fold lor, those adults dun even noe..heex..so xia taught them la..lookin at da way she taught her mum, i felt like laughin cuz ah yi was like no matter wat xia told her she juz cant do it properly den xia was like controllin controllin controllin..she even said ah yi is nt a gd student..den hua said it's clearly reflected in her previous academic records..haha..but in d end ah yi managed 2 fig out so every1 started foldin da yuan baos tgt n we managed 2 finish 2 stacks within a short while..meanwhile every1 else startin arrivin..da shi fu came nt long aft den upon makin sure dat every1 has arrived, he began performin his ritual..suddenli felt like cryin..esp when i heard da shi fu mentioned da day ah ma left us...time reli flies..1 yr le..da memories r stil so vivid, i can stil remb tis time last yr, i was stil workin, ting was havin exams, xia was doin attachment, xuan n hua were stil poly freshies..1 yr has juz passed lidat..at times i wil stil tink of ah ma n each time i wil haf a sudden urge to cry..den da mani 'wat-ifs' wil start appearin..i once saw tis quote on tv n i tink it's kinda true, it reads,死去的人的生命,
是延续在活着的人的记忆里
so dat's where ah ma has been all these while - in our memories..wonder if ah ma has received all da houses n money we burnt to her..i hope she has n is livin beri well in d other world nw..
Happy early Birthday to da three April bdae gals!!!
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Held a simple bdae celebration for meiwei, shuwen n kangli tdy..hmm strictly speakin, nt reli a celebration bah, jiu juz bot a cake for each of them frm cafe express den sang bdae song lor..heex..kinda small scale..actuali daphne, huishi n i came up wif tis idea ytd de den initiali daphne n i wanted 2 meet earlier tdy 2 go jp buy a big cake de la, nt big as in 1kg type de la, but those nt slice type de..if u get wat i mean..heex..yup so anw, i was so happi cuz finali settled it liao but daphne suddenli asked mi, "but so early breadtalk gt open meh?" omg, i totali forgot abt it lor! so, dere goes my big cake plan..so da 3 of us ended up buying 3slices of yummy cakes (1new york cheesecake, 1 blueberry cheesecake n 1 choc fudge) frm cafe express..n thx 2 da staff, we've gt 3 candles! heex..
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yup so we went cafe alfresco for lunch n da tempura fish is reli niceee!!!! slurppss...anw back to da pt..before our meals were served, we "presented" da cakes to them n den prb came agn..we actuali forgot 2 get candle holders frm da cafe express auntie!!! all 3 of us actuali forgot such an impt detail..haha..so in d end we lit da candle n "waxed" them on top of da cake box instead..den we sang bdae song la..den meiwei suddenli asked if da cake was a cheesecake den we said yes..den she said she dun like cheesecake one..argh..tis is such a wu long bdae celebration wif nv ending de prbs..haha..hopefuli nxt yr's celebrations will b better..heex..
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tokin abt da cakes..guess which is da most popular one..it's da CHOC FUDGE!!! haha..n dat happens to be shuwen's latest fave also..my poor blueberry cheescake gt da lowest no. of votes..frankly speakin, i reli tink da choc is normal oni lor, da blueberry is special mah n it's soooooooo sweet =) heex, nvm, at least gt mi know hw 2 appreciate it n i gt 2 finish up da remainin cake too! nobody to fight wif mi over it..wahahaha...
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it has been almost 9mths since da 6 of us gt 2 noe each other n i juz realise tdy dat im da shortest among them! so terrbile..n dey r sayin it's becuz i've been dreamin too much of fallin scenes..haha..it's interestin to noe dat ur dreams can actuali mean so mani things..do u noe dat if u dream of urself free fallin means u'll grow taller? kinda ridiculous rite, but u see ah, imagine urself free fallin in ur dreams every nite..den every mornin u wake up u find urself taller by 1cm or even 1mm..isnt dat amazin? can actuali grow taller even w/o havin 2 wat play bball, skip etc wor..dat's so wonderful!!! wahaha..but apparently, tis kinda theory doesnt apply to mi..cuz i've always had dreams of myself missin steps, fallin down etc..but i dun see ani change in my ht leh..qi guai..heex..
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oh 1 more thing to share..heard it frm huishi..do u noe wat makes up a person's characteristics? apparently, dere r stages dat 1 muz go thru frm baby n da stages haf 2 b gone thru in order, meanin u haf 2 go thru stage 1 before u can proceed into stage2..once u miss 1 stage, dat stage which u haf missed wil bec ur characteristic..for example a person is aggressive becuz he/she has missed/skipped da aggressive stage in da process..thru our discussion we came to da conclusion dat da upbringin plays a beri impt role in shapin one's own self n their characteristics..i dunno if i've gt all da info rite, but roughly, frm wat i remb it's lidat la..yup..
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tdy is da last day of sch for tis sem le, since tml is a self-declared off-day..heex..n dat means d exams r nearin!!! scary scary scary..to all my frens whu r muggin beri hard rite nw or plannin to, heex, lets jiayou tgt yea!
gd luckz n all da best for d exams! jiayou jiayou jiayou! =)
1 more wk to exams!!
u noe time is runnin out n dat u've wasted much time alrdy, but stil, u juz cant pick urself up n conc totali on muggin..help!
hopefuli i'll find back my energy n motivation frm last sem n cheong all da way to d end..help mi jiayou k..heex..n wish mi lotsa luckz! =)
jiayou biying, u can do it!
YEAH!!!
Finali gt my own blog liao..Woohoo~~~*claps*
First of all, muz thank my unusuali helpful bro for managin to source for tis blogskin n helpin mi settle all da tagboard music n stuf..i reli lurve tis blogskin! thanx lotsa! =)
Then of cuz, muz praise myself a lil also cuz sum of da details i changed myself de lor..aft sum coachin frm da so-called future IT expert cum entrepreneur..heex..
Tis blog contains my craze over xiaozhu aka my ahem which im sure mani of my frens wil noe wat i mean..heex..so hope dat u pple wil like tis blog too n support him!
xiAo zHu rOckZ!!!