Complicated
kinda worried nw cuz dunno wat assignments i'll b given tml..my super gg teach mi new stuf n im scared dat i wun b able to master everything within dat short while..esp it's nearin mth end nw, dun wanna screw their things up n add 2 their workload..so kinda feelin ups n downs nw..hopin n prayin hard dat things wil nt b as bad as wat i tot lor..
dere r like so mani feelings n emotions inside mi, so much so dat i dunno hw 2 "organize" them to make myself feel better..been tinkin abt mani things these 2 days, kinda insignificant things but jiu dunno why those stuf juz came to mi lor..n i tink im sum1 whu tinks qt alot n wil tink beri far bah..yup..so it's nt a bad thing afterall if pple sae u r simple-minded..hw i wish sum1 can tell mi hw i can erase those tots away frm my brain, my mind, my memory..